What a glorious summer its turning out to be!!!! wish i could say that so much has happened to me i couldnt fill this page with it all but alas it hasnt really!!! ive completed a Teaching Assistant course at college and gained myself a distinction..only one problem..im now not really enjoying the job in school as much as i thought i would, maybe its just a phase (praying to god it is lol).

Ive found myself single (yet again), i seem to be about as lucky in love as i am at winning the lottery...really dont know where im going wrong, am starting to think that perhaps i should start looking for someone more my own age than i have been, i also think i maybe settle for second best too easily, or am too happy with too little and thus therefore i end up with too little oh hell i dont know...all i do know is that my heart is very sore and its gonna be a while before i trust and love again in a hurry!!

On a happier note, ive booked a lovely little holiday for myself and my children to South Devon in August and ive booked this lovely weather so IT HAD BETTER NOT LET ME DOWN DO YOU HEAR..........

Taken some lovely pics recently so enjoy...may make use of my melancholy mood and try to write some poetry too..why waste a little bit of heartbreak when i could let it all out in a poem - also maybe a good time to slate the b****rd that always makes for a good old tonic emotion releasing masterpiece!!!!!

For now XXXX